shadrakasie

its friday.... and i'm home!!!!!!!!! this cant be right....??? well hopefully i'll go out later or tomorrow, i dont really feel for it right now, think i'm getting sick and i'm not in the mood but in the same way.... i dunno, i feel restless, i have to do something! should have gone to the movies with clarah and the rest but i need the money for tomorrow well, whats happend in my life? not much, visited araby-stallet today and i'm gonna start monday at 8...... much to early for me, i have to go up at *shruggs* 6.... but it seems fun otherwise=)=) threthened my friends ex as well, hes such a big baby really *laughs* hes been like following

oh I'm so pisse with stoffe! today he and filles's going to see a hockey game and i can only imagine what they have to say about me..... i wish everything was normal, stoffe adn his stupid "feelings" have messed everything up.... if he hadnt started with this shit i could have asked him what happend at the hockey-game, if fille had feelings for me as well and fille adn i might end up together. now hes spoiled that to and hjelmberg knew wwhat'd happend and attacked me telling me that i was mean and such.... now stoffes promised again not to talk to anyone about it but i do think him and fille will talk. i dont even think his feelings are

well whats there to say? lifes shit! i didnt mean for anything to happend, my whole worlds just gotten turned upside down.... Friday- me and clarah went out with stoffe adn the rest to ride about in the car, nothing spec about that. he acted a little strange so i asked what it was when we where alone but he just said he'd been thinking alot of where he had me and i was like, "ok, he seems ok with me so then its fine" and we hugged and that was it. ok, i had other things that kapt my mind buissy, started taking birth-control pills now, man that hurt!!! my stomache was swollen like a balloon and i was in such a mayor pain!!! luckely it was